UK healthcare worker needs a break

Thirty-eight, I'm a respiratory therapist at UK, I've been doing this for twelve years, and the pandemic broke something in me that I'm still fixing. Single because I was engaged and we postponed the wedding and then never rescheduled and then it just died. I want someone who's patient with a woman who's still a little tender. Someone who'll take me to the lake on my days off and let me stare at the water without making me talk. I'm strong when I have to be, fragile when I can be, and I want a man who can hold both. I don't need you to fix me. I need you to stay.