Widowed at 43 and Slowly Coming Back

My husband passed two years ago from cancer and I'm finally ready to think about someone new, though it still feels strange to type that. I'm 43, I raised two amazing kids who are now in college, and I've been learning how to be a person who isn't half of a pair. I live in the same house we bought together near Vander Veer and I'm not leaving it. The garden we planted keeps blooming without him and I find that both beautiful and devastating. I want to meet a man who understands that grief doesn't have an expiration date. Someone patient enough to let me move at my own pace. I have a lot of love left to give. I just need to find the right hands for it.